Sunday, July 23, 2006

Libya to Wales...

So the end of a weekend, and the imminent start of a new week. Sorry, I know in Libya you are well into your week already. Thursday is approaching fast and I'm really looking forward to going to Libya.

I'm really anxious at the feeling I'll get when I'm there. I mean its not the first time I go back to Libya but for some reason this feels different. Will I feel at home? Will I miss Wales? Will I feel like its where I belong? I'm really anxious. I have a feeling that, with all the bad things that have been going on in Cardiff the past year, I will feel a freshness in Libya which I have been longing for. The people that have hurt me will, by then, be thousands of miles away... too far to reach me and disappoint me again.. too far to let me down.

But I should make sure that I'm not running away. I think we should never run away. But that doesn't mean we cant move on. Humans are humans all over the world. A person in Wales is just as likely to hurt me as a person in Libya or China or wherever.

I have some thinking to do... But more importantly it's not the thinking, its the feeling I will get when I land in Tripoli. Its the feeling on the first night when I lie in bed before I go to sleep and have that 5 minutes (or so) of reflection. How will I feel? Will I feel at home? Will I still feel alone?

Inshallah (god willing) I will feel happy what ever happens.

God will guide us through the darkest of times. The sun will always rise regardless of how long, dark and cold the night.

Nos da.... Tasba7o 3ala kher.... Good night.


8 Comments:

Blogger Sandi said...

How long will you be in Libya? May you find peace while you are there. Inshallah

3:54 am  
Blogger Aladdin of Tripoli said...

i really enjoyed reading your blog , and iam sure you'll be comfortable here as long as you are noit going to come back forever lol . as long as you are going back to wales or wherever , you'll like libya in this way.
thanks for passing by my blog and thank you very much for your comment and keep in touch.
Ciao

11:05 am  
Blogger AngloLibyan said...

I hope you have a good break in Libya, enjoy your family and thanks for your comments on my blog.

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